#4 – PARIS, ITS NEIGHBORHOODS AND ITS TOBACCONISTS

 

#4 – PARIS, ITS NEIGHBORHOODS AND ITS TOBACCONISTS

I would start with a sidewalk
And a chestnut tree in its grate
An orange carrot in the air
And a smell of pipe tobacco
Something strong with a sweet tinge

Then I would attach a dog on a leash outside
Add a touch of sunlight
And a scooter roaring by.

Adjoining would be a café
With cups clicking on a zinc counter
An Expresso machine hissing
And people behind glass windows
Looking good in cigarette smoke.

Outside a breeze would shake the chestnut leaves
On which tree-trunk initials would be engraved
Now undecipherable.

Someone would be buying a lottery ticket
And a newspaper
At the Tabac counter
With a little kid on tiptoes
Staring at chewing-gum packets
Next to advertisements
For ice-cream on the glass partition on the right
And on the left.

They would reflect the summer light
All those glass partitions
As well as the wrought-iron work
Of the metro station close-by
At the corner of the street.

A Gitane and a Gauloise
Would be seen dancing Flamenco
On blue boxes in twists of smoke
On their way to the nearest Prisunic.

And now the smell would turn vanilla
Because a crepe stand set up shop on the side
Next to the glass partition
So I would offer you a crêpe: banana-Nutella

No wait… scratch that out
It would be a roasted chestnut barrel,
That would show up instead, on the left
And it would smell of wood and smoke.

I would buy two paper cones: one for you, one for me
And a lottery ticket as well
And then we would turn around
To face the Luxembourg garden
(for a crêpe, it would have been the banks of the Seine,
or Montparnasse).

I would adjust my scarf around my neck,
You your sweater
Against the Autumn chill.
You would blow on your chestnuts
And we would step on the dead leaves
and scatter a few sparrows, while we walk away.

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Dear reader,

I wrote the guiding list a while ago as a way of giving myself a structure, a theme on which to build on. It doesn’t mean that I always think about France or that I sorely miss all the aspects depicted. I do and I don’t.
They act more like a theme I am embroidering on. Like the Goldberg variations. Or the flesh on a skeleton. Or the cotton candy on a stick.
Well this week I am not particularly inspired by the topic I gave myself. Inspiration or sudden interests don’t follow a list, right? Also, I started with the most inspiring items, which leaves me now a little bit stalled, trying to wring the juice out of what I had first thought. That’s not a bad exercise. And I am no quitter, so I will take on the challenge and get to work.
What is the alternative? Not creating? That’s certainly not me.
I also decided that as I am approaching the end of the list, i.e. the final countdown, I will stick with the original order.
In the meantime, without further ado, here it is: #4 – Paris, Its Quarters and Its Tobacconists.

What on earth could I add on this subject that has not already been said? Although I am pretty vague, there must be a gazillion poems and songs and books written. What is my grain of salt?
Let’s see.

CREATIVE LIFE

2nd Chakra (from restaurant Life Alive, Lowell, MA)

CREATIVE LIFE
(OF MY INNARDS)

So my uterus has an interest in the creative life
Though instead of churning poems like me
It set out to produce fibroids
Those berry-shaped (some citrus-sized) gratuitous growths

And would you know that
My ovaries are equally zealous!
Growing out graceful fluid-filled cysts
Whose translucent membrane sometimes burst or twist

What is going on down there?
What with that creative frenzy
In the crimson recesses of my belly
What with the fruit-like shapes?

Could I suggest an MFA instead, or a blog,
Stories, poems, anything less hurtful?
What do my organs know about dead-end jobs and relationships anyway?
I like my job, thank you very much,
And as regards my relationships, it is not that bad at all.

Reader this may be TMI for you
But if all they need is some recognition
Of their existence, so be it. Let’s give them a round of applause.
There you go – you can stop now.

“Christiane Northrup believes fibroids represent creativity that was never birthed. She talks about dead-end jobs and relationships, and conflicts about reproduction and motherhood.” gleaned from the WWW.

Photo credits: me!@ Artwork at the Life Alive restaurant in Lowell, MA. Looks like the 2nd chakra to me.